Musings!!!!

i have noticed that for some reason my monday's and friday's turn out to be really unusual...maybe it is the strangeness that's spelled K O R E A...

today i found myself thinking alot about Jemal...he is always on my mind but it's usually like a warmth in the back of my mind but today it was like a hot burning furnace...it is really different working in the hakwon without him....i miss working with him...we do team teach ocasionally but it's infrequent due to the fact that he works in seocheon and I work in gunsan. I realize more and more that i enjoy being with Jemal...i mean being as in his presence, his existence...just the other day i was home since i was'nt feeling well and Jemal was at work, the house felt empty ....i could'nt believe how massive and vacant our small apartment could feel without him

I enjoy his company..going on drives..enjoying a cup of coffee every morning...lying in his arms..playing games together..reading our books..our endless discussions..in short,i enjoy being married to Jemal.

Today i was talking with my students and like i told them if i had to do it all over again i would'nt change anything..i would marry Jemal...he is THE BEST thing that ever happened to me...he is MY PRECIOUS!!!!

wow! i do rant on!!!!!!