A Memorial....

This is the final post for this triple post day. This week...Thursday Korean time. A woman....my..no I will say our grandmother was taken away. Taken away...how? Well, due to Adamic sin, we all die. I know that a time is coming when this pain that we feel through this loss will be undone. No matter what may come in the short term, in the long term there is hope for mankind. For all the earth for that matter.

In my life in Philadelphia, I do not have many memories with grandma. I remember once going over to her place for a sleep over. We watch movies over and over again. I also remember that we had to shielded from that side of family. So we did not have too much contact over the years. There are some bad elements there that..well I am not at liberty to talk about here.

So now, I am confused. How should I respond. I cried. It was a loss. My life as I knew it had always stayed the same. Whenever I went back to the States....I have found that things have stayed pretty much the same. It is something that only if you have go abroad and lived for some time..then return to your native culture can you fully understand what I mean.

I feel for Mom (Alaska), I think this will hurt her the most. For she must have many more memories, some fond, some not so fond. However, in the bible we can see that death is not normal. It just isnt. If you look at biology, our bodies fight and fight....wait....did I say fight? No the body strives to do what it was original designed to do...to LIVE.

So for grandma I say this...may you sleep. Sleep.
I hope that in the future I can see you again. However, that choice is not up to me. I take comfort in the fact...that there is a time that is coming. A time that is SO close. The breath of change of upon us! God's vindication is at hand!

I think it is easier to feel when you are outside of the United States. In the USA people live in comfort. Even though millions are losing their jobs. It is not like other places in the world. People are dieing everyday. Suffering. Suffering.

What do they think in their last hours? When their life force is giving out.

To Grandma I say this....I hope that you did not suffer. I hope that you were in a lucid dream the whole time.

So in Memorial I will say this. You did alot in your life. You raised strong women. They had an impossible task infront them. However, you prepared them well. For with out your training, well....my whole family would not be here today.

I pray to heavenly father that his will be done on earth!

Jeyo